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Goals in life

Right now, I really need to get some motivations going.
It feels like my past (going) 21 years have been so haphazard and directionless and it's making me so bummed just from thinking about it.
Instead of just admiring those other people full of directions and aims, I've figured that I should have my own to chase as well.
Yes I'm a few years late but here goes nothing.

dear brain

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Let me sleep, whale you not?

Do not waver

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I'm trying

Nope dad, it's totally not okay for you to not be there and in the moment to appreciate or to just bask your daughter with genuine love and concern in the only glory time she wants of her birthday. Your presence, your undivided attention and your care were all that was needed of you. Is it too much, I wonder? To be manipulating her one minute of fame into your more than trivial or more like seriously-noone-gives-a-fuck matters... That's just so... Rude?
Don't know if I'm too sensitive (like always am) but the short period of time we spent together certainly did not feel good at all. Gotta start listening to others before you want others to listen to you, that's how we communicate isn't it? Sometimes it gets so hard to control it all in or to try not to show my displeasure. I'd slap myself for being a unfillial imprudent little brat so many times but seriously, you're not helping either.

Capturing moments (episode 1)

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And so... we did what we promised ourselves --  a photoshoot! It was a little haphazard and messy and uncoordinated but it all turned out well and we had fun so yay!

To times like these when life is more than completing assignments :D


P.S. A whole bunch of narcissistic and awkward pictures coming up bzzt. And these are just a fraction of either the better ones or the more unglam ones! And really.... Need to level up photography skills :'< HOW DO I FRAME A NICE PICTURE OMG + totally need to speed up on using manual settings.
















 (I seriously think this is my best shot of the day, no?)