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This is the haphazard me

These days, I've been rather fixated or conscious about finding the driving force that people do certain things that they do. What is that drive that causes them to be there? To be there to so willingly to do something that is so superficial and unreal, so staged and made up. And to go back to it every single day? And the reason I found? It's because there isn't any other drives in life that are pushing them to do otherwise. There's nothing much to expect back at home or in their free time. There's nothing that makes them happy nor appreciated nor at ease... 
And to this I can't help but to think about my parents. What it must have felt like to be in their shoes. Working their asses off through a tough and long day and then coming home, to only be dealing with issues on their own and navigating through their feelings on their own. Probably because all of us are so busy chasing our own happiness in our own ways. Scrolling through countless posts on several soci…